Saturday, January 2, 2010

Day 2 - Toys

Day 2 of the challenge was for toys.

The first thing to come to mind is a stuffed animal I have sitting next to my bed, a Snoopy. The story I was told, time and time again, was that as a young child - under the age of 5 (I can never honestly remember how old my Mother said I was) I saw a more expensive Snoopy in the store, grabbed it and would not let go. My Mother was finally able to convince me to take the less expensive one.

One of the stories from my own memory is from when I was in 4th grade. We had just made a move to a new town and were spending our first night in the house. I couldn't get to sleep and made my Dad go into the garage to find my Snoopy so I could sleep in the new house. I can remember standing in the garage doorway with my Mother, her arm around me watching my Dad open box after box until he found it. I don't remember standing there to long - so he must have known pretty much which box to hunt through/for.

Whenever I think of or see my Snoopy I also remember two other stuffed animals I had for most of my youth. One was a large yellow stuffed bear, I called Yellow Bear, he was a stiff animal with arms and legs sticking out. I can vaguely remember going into a trash can after him once when my Mother threw him away. I no longer have him so I can only surmise that he eventually did stay in the trash; my Mother has long told me that he was beyond repair and she had to get rid of him - I still feel slight twinges of anger and sadness at no longer having him in my possession.

The other companion to this trio was a large stuffed Cookie Monster with large plastic eyes on his head. I can remember the eyes being broken in the center connecting piece and you could make each eye sort of move on its own. Not such a break that he would require trashing. However; with the many moves that happened during the years it is believed he was in a group of boxes that seemed to disappear during one. Again, I always feel sadness at his missing - but not the twinges at anger that Yellow Bear brings to heart.

Snoopy has had several 'surgeries' through his long life. Each ear has been restitched on, his tail has been reattached, his mouth is just a faint line of memory on his face, his nose has threads always hanging loose, and his back sports a child's rough patching job with bright read thread (if I remember correctly, I could not find any other thread and he needed to be fixed RIGHT THAT MINUTE!) His neck also sports several surgery stitches, some in that same bright red thread.

Snoopy has been oversea, away to camp, hidden in bags on trips, and continues to be a part of my daily life by sitting on the nightstand shelf next to my bed. I am known to still pull him out if I am in the dumps and hold my breath when I dare throw him in the wash praying that he continues to hold together at the seams.

With this challenge still being so new, I found I still had a hard time not including my daughter and although the image is not here I also took a picture of my Snoopy with my daughters well loved Ducky.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Day 1 - Explore Your Neighborhood

The first prompt for the 365 day was "explore Your Neighborhood". I pass this sign almost daily and have always wanted to stop and take a picture of it. I have often seen the "Welcome to" ... signs that neighborhoods and subdivisions put into place to help identify their area. This sign however is not on a major roadway, is not at the entrance to a housing area, and seems to almost be hidden unless you are a part of this neighborhood there is a very good chance you have no idea this is even there.

I took several shots with my phone, but have decided this is the shot I like best.

A New Year - A New Challenge

The first new day in a new year always brings with it reflection over my life; it's direction, my goals and ambitions, my social life, and the events that have taken place over the last year and sometimes even further back. The regrets I may have, which are honestly very few, and the actions I should have taken and the path they may have created in my life.

My life was changed when I met my best friends, Blanche* and Rose*. It changed again with the meeting of my now husband, Jamie* and the birth of my daughter, Emily*. With my marriage and birth of my daughter my family became the major focus of my life. I have never completed college, even online at home programs because my focus and time is spent with my daughter, as it should be!

One of the hobbies I have always enjoyed over the years and has been a secret dream of mine is photography. I love looking at pictures, taking picture, sorting through them, and in fact I am a picture hoarder. I will take hundreds of shots and throw 99% of them aside (but never out!) as being inferior. I will print photos I'm not happy with because somebody wants to see the picture I've taken. As technology has grown and advanced over the years I moved into digitally scrapbooking items and photos; however, with the birth of my daughter this also fell into the when I get to it slot. My photos became photos of my daughter - being under 6 years old we already have several thousands of photos and hours of video of her. With the technology of cameras in my cell phone - it only increased the number of shots I took of her and raised the level of "No Picture!", "No Video!", "Are you recording me?" and "NO!" because she often gets tired of being the center of this attention.

One of the sites I used to scroll around on is Gotta Pixel, a digital scrapbooking website. I loved their artists, their forums, their downloads, and their step by step instructions on how to accomplish some of the same looks with the tools you had.

This year they are starting a new thing - 365 Challenge. The challenge is to take a picture every day this year. This is not a difficult challenge in and of itself as I mentioned above I take thousands of photos. I am adding a different spin to this challenge for myself - I have to take a photo a day that does NOT include my daughter, and to some extent my husband. I will review this particular challenge if the prompt for the day is about families, however I am going to strive to have no photos of my daughter for this challenge.

Wish me luck and let's find out what I learn about myself during this coming year and what strikes my fancy when my family is not at the center of the activity.



* Names have been changed